I'm sorry y'all...I just needed to vent and I really didn't think anyone actually read this space any more. I am fine now. I want you all to know that I did pray and I found the answers I needed when I wasn't even really looking for them. Please don't think Steve did anything horrible. he didn't, he just didn't behave the way I wanted and it took me a little while to realise and to admit that some of the problem was actualy with me and not with him not caring enough about me.

 

He and I are good and we are both happpier. I will reply to emails when I can.

 

Thanks you guys.